I can’t be Adam. I can’t be myself. I can’t be who I want to be. It’s easier for everyone if I’m Gracie. And there’s all this hate. I hate myself. No. I hate this body. I hate being a girl. I’m not a girl. But I’ve to be a girl. There’s so much anger in me. I can feel it in my veins. I hate my body and sometimes, I just want to destroy it. Is it so hard to understand ?